
Leaving Neverland: Saying Goodbye to Michael Jackson
The Moonwalk is what set my career in motion. I knew that if a gawky, awkward, dweeby, girlfriend-less kid like me could figure out that incredibly beautiful, other-worldly move, it was game over. For an entire summer I wore out my VHS tapes of “Motown 25 Special”, “Making of Michael Jackson’s Thriller”, “Moonwalker”, and every MTV performance I could capture, rewinding and pausing each magical movement Michael Jackson did with his feet, legs, shoulders, neck, head, arms, hands…sometimes dancing in my basement for 12 hours a day. My parents eventually made me put a piece of plywood down as there were scratch marks all over the parquet floor. I made money dancing on street corners in Utah (which dancing on street corners is not necessarily a thing in Utah), by performing in parking lots, as my friends and I put our cars in a circle, shining headlights my way, with “Billie Jean” and “Smooth Criminal” blaring at teens lined up for their Friday summer night sno-shack snow cone. We made enough money to go to the movies…the dollar movies, but still! It changed my teen years. The career-defining moment came when I was on stage at a religious university in




